6. What is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?

Physically? My car accident for sure. Some would say labor, but that was actually really easy for me (knock on wood) i'd take labor over going to the dentist any day of the week. 

I remember the pain of laying on my cracked scapula and how bad that hurt, I cannot describe how much pain I was in. It was really hard everything about that was hard and that's all i'm going to say about that.

Emotionally
I really have been avoiding this post because of what it is, I really don't want to admit it out loud.
The death of my friend C.J. Morris. The last time I saw him it was a bad conversation and it was 2 weeks before. I do feel very guilty, I always say "What if" I know it was him who made the choice, but obviously I am not over what happend. I am not sure I'll ever be. I look forward to the day I see him again, I hope I get the chance. 
I often think about the good times and I will never forget two things about him. His million dollar smile and his bear hugs. Lets not forget his love for music and snowboarding. I can't hear a 311 song and not cry and think of him. Oh how I miss you Cj.